Sunday, November 16, 2008
Tiredd tiredd x( i wnna slp ytd slp at 3am leys . Nw a days keep sleeping so late sure gt lots of black rings dehh . Hais...
Thrs lots of things i wnna say tdy , bt thr alwaes aint a person who will listen t all tis x( i wish tht he cann be mine leys , bt it is totally impossible dehh . I tink he lyks another girl andd he dnt care bout me fr abit . Hais... ilovehim , i rly do . Bt idk wht t do alrdy , im all mixedd up . Peopo thought i still lyks my ex , bt im totally nt interestedd in him luhh . His dumb andd eveything lohh . Nt my type anymor . Even though th guy tht i lyk nw is actualy nt my type andd he acts totally weirdd , bt i still love him . Idk y i lyks him in th first place luhh .
Maybe he needs sm tyme t accept me or sth , bt i dnt care le . I tink i shouldd gif up on him alrdy . I will suffer mor andd mor , even though it dnt hurt much nw , bt it still does hurts . I dnt dare t tell him tht ilovehim bt i do feel it in my heart . I knw myself tht im ugly andd everything . I gt badd attitude tht everybody hate andd idk hw he feels bout me . Maybe is just better t forget him andd go t somebody tht is reliable andd stuff , bt it wnt be easy as it is saidd . I'll just haf t tolerate wit everything andd keep it t myself .
Wish him all th best andd wish tht he will get her girl T.T i will try t forget tymes tht you make me laugh andd tymes tht you make me sadd . Thts all bahh . Tys fr reading tis wish you couldd readd it(:
you'll nvr return anymore.♥
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